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hunger... when you fast, after a while you can just go on without food with no problem. And it fascinates me that we are to make ourself hungry again for us to go back to eating (healthy wise). And it's so true that it is that exact same way when we hunger for God. We need to have some more. The more you have him, the more you crave for him and it gets even more intense when you actually follow after your hunger day in and day out. I got this from this week's teaching and that spoke to my heart. And tonight, I felt unsettled because of the way I've been eating and drinking coffee and whatever else seems like an addiction and for the first time again in a long long time, I felt bad for going after the cravings of the world. They are not huge but they become bigger the more I go after these silly stupid cravings that just give me a temporary high or fix. This journey I'm on is so interesting. But I know it always leads me to him, to run to him, to rest in his love so he can fill that whole in my heart that seems to settle for something that isn't doing me any good.................. I want more... love. I think that is exactly what Im calling out for and all that I need.