hmmm

well, I've not been really productive. Although I would love to see myself do that, but I feel no energy to fight for my passion. Sounds awful, but I just want to do so much.... but not now. It's almost scary to be in this place. I've hit this corner and it just better to sit and just wait a bit...for what? I dunno. I dont really know what I want. I do want my love for life. I need you.